it is big brother's birthday. i miss planning out stuff and getting to see the joy on his face. his mother took him, his brother and little sister to a theme park and then a skate park, which he will love and i am a little jealous that it is not me taking him.
it is so hard missing them and loving them so much, but at the same time being happy that i do not have the financial burden so that i can give eden the best life possible. i will be able to send him to college and buy him a cheap car when he turns 16, etc. but i wish i could do the same for them. as it is, i buy them socks and underwear when i can because it looks as if no one else does (crazy i know, but they come over ever time with no underwear on....ugh).
i hate missing these special events... maybe i can talk perfect into getting them next weekend....
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